I had a dream the other night. It was maybe two separate dreams but when I woke up I knew that two things had happened and I wasn’t sure what I felt about either of those things.

It was one of those realistic dreams where things happen and it was like I was lying in bed with my phone in my hand when a new notification came in or like I’d fallen asleep and then sleepily woke up (in my dream) and checked my phone for notifications.

And that’s it, really. Except that in this dream, it was that my ex sent me a text that read ‘I’ve been thinking and I’ve reconsidered us not seeing each other…’

And the other notification was that my on/off person had sent a message that read ‘Why don’t you come over and see what fun we can get up to?’

And lord, brain. What are you doing to me with either of these messages? I’m not sure that I necessarily need reminders of all the things I can’t have.