It absolutely thrills me to see your name pop up online. I like the way you think, the things you say. I feel like I’m the best version of myself with you and it makes me sad that there are things standing in the way of more.

I used to hold onto feelings a lot. So the above used to weigh on me quite heavily. I’d overthink it, maybe I’d think it tragic and romantic? I don’t know, it’s hard to remember past versions of myself.

Now though? Now I feel like I’m firmly walking away from a scarcity mindset. It didn’t work out? It wasn’t meant for me.

I know that I sent this anonymous confession out into the world but maybe it just needs to be set free. I need to let this one go. Let these words be the last time these bittersweet emotions are borne by me.

Let my future be one in which I get the same buzzy feeling about someone and it isn’t feel so much like insurmountable obstacles to make things work.