…that pisses me off about him

Leaving me on read

Not responding to my messages

Avoiding the tough questions

Switching to general speak instead of answering a question specifically about him or me or us

That he’s never been jealous

That he he has no time for me

That he’s never once prioritised what I’ve asked of him

Instead of just saying ‘no’ he gives me hope by saying yeah, let’s get a coffee in or when things are less hectic we should go for that walk sometime

When I told him I possibly had feelings for him I wish he’d just cut me off

That he’s never chosen me

That he’s never just blocked me as it would have been so much easier

That he pursued me in the beginning, that he kept asking to see me and then that all dropped off

That I can’t seem to quit him even though I know I should